You move and move at an unprecedented speed. People around you stand in awe wondering how it is possible. Little do they realize although it appears there is a plethora of activity, little time, little sleep, and a constant to do list there is also little progression. It is as if everything is a blur that causes people believe it is all together.
One false step in the wrong direction and the scale is far from balanced. Everything comes crumbling over. Climbing slightly higher hoping the problems disappear over-time. Never really fixes all the issues. A face appearing to have it all together while feeling as if in a second it all could crumble. Often times it as if I am a dog chasing its tail and never successfully catching it. How do you not only appear to have it all together and actually have it all together? Is there ever a peaceful moment without anxiety over the next thing coming? A moment to catch your breath? A second where there is not something gnawing at your mind? Would I know how to be happy if there was not these continual feelings?
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